3.7.11

just that

Have you ever wondered about wanting to move on so bad but the only thing that blocks you is the thought of seeing that one person with another girl? I never really thought about it that much. But it finally did crossed my mind, and I just wished it'd go away. But then again, it's so stupid to keep holding on to something that's not even there. I realized that I have to start opening up to other things and accept new things in my life. And slowly, I am able to do that.

I don't wanna be living in denial and I will live with the fact that I won't get everything that I wanted. I think it's safe to say that in certain cases for me, I can't be "just friends" with a guy. At some point there will be a little bit more than "just friends". It's just a matter of making it work or to keep in work within the line. I thought I was a risk taker, but now I think I'd rather play safe. Afterall, it's better to avoid the risk than to do things the wrong way.

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