phase

One thing I really hate about meeting new people (especially guys). When you agree to go out with them, they might just end up expecting more from you. And I thought it's easy to use body language to imply that I am interested in friendship, nothing more. But some just don't get the message. I am not good at saying 'no' because I don't wanna lose the opportunity getting to know someone as a person. But when things do happen, it'll just stop there. It makes me look bad but I feel like as adults, we all should act professionally and remain good ties if things don't work out as planned. I'm not into chasing so much either. If you decided to be cold, then be it. It's really not my loss anyway. I would rather appreciate the existing friends that I have and who actually accept me as a friend and don't expect much from me.

As the saying goes, " people come and go". At one phase in life, we'll meet someone who means so dear to us but as time passes by, there will be events that break whatever that you've shared with one another and they just leave.. And then different people will enter our lives and the cycle continues. On the other side, I believe that being nice to people is a charity that I can do to the people around me. I hope that these people appreciate the little things that I do and see my effort in it. I only put effort in something that I care so much. But in time I will know that it's my turn to leave when I feel like I am not needed anymore.