The catchup session I had with a good friend of mine two weeks back made me ponder upon a lot of things. First, she just lost her bestfriend from a hit & run accident. I nearly teared up while listening to her telling us how the whole thing happened, and I just thought that it's so surreal anything could happen to you within a blink of an eye. I remembered my response was, "life is fucking short!"
From what I can recall, I've met this girl twice and never actually gotten the chance to know her personally. But I heard she was a really bright girl and she had so much to look forward to in life. But at the end of the day, you can't help but to accept the fate that has been written. To be frank I've always thought about death. It's scary to think about it but the thought just happens to cross my mind sometimes. I've had several dreams about dying at one point and I actually did recall back these dreams and how I did manage to escape myself. Although I don't usually believe in interpreting dreams per se, I can actually describe how I feel whenever I wake up in the morning. It's so real that I felt thankful to be waking up alive. Like I can literally feel the pain or whatever. But I never woke up in between sleeps or woke up in tears.
Back to the story, I was on mobile Facebook sometime last week and I went through my Friendship request list. I remembered seeing her name appeared first. It was just before my bedtime and I swore I had goosebumps then and there. Only later I found out that the request was from two months ago. Honestly, I didn't approve the request because we've never actually had a conversation before to actually be virtual friends. I don't know if I'm not being friendly but I like to keep my Facebook personal. Little did I know that she was gonna go two months later.
She's in good hands now. Rest in Peace Kim. Alfatihah..
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