I swear it didn't hurt as much as it did....

...but at least I know some parts of the heart is affected by it. Just when I thought that I wouldn't get hurt by the consequences, well tears don't lie.

There are things that I am not able to say to you, but even if I do..would you even wanna do it in the first place? I can't tell you how to break my walls. I'm sure if you want it as bad, you would've done it long ago.

what actually breaks my heart is to know that I'm still a stranger after all these years. I wish we could start from the start, but who am I kidding?

Maybe it'd be nice if I was transparent. Just maybe....